I’ve been meditating lately on the word and the experience of Redemption. What is it? How does it feel?
It’s definition is clear enough. Redemption is the action of regaining or gaining possession of something in exchange for payment, or clearing a debt.
I’ve stumbled on this notion that it may be an act of releasing those past agreements that require more of my energy than they offer all the while retaining and reclaiming agreements that reserve and give me energy. Sounds easier said than done to me… Of one thing I’m quite clear~ life force is finite both in scope and magnitude so how do I ease into an acceptance that there’s nothing to be afraid of? Is the wisest course of action to be open to and event turn towards my fear? Susan Bower Woo, nurse with Emory University and author of Leaves Falling Gently said, “Stop and pick it up instead of running. Turn around and look at it.”
So, that’s it. I don’t have to like it. It just is. I just have to reclaim it as mine. No judgement.